'Jack's the best and I love him'

DYING Jade Goody has revealed her heartbreak over critics who doubt hubby Jack Tweed’s motives.

In what has been billed as her last ever interview, Big Brother legend Jade hit back saying they were “well out of order”.

Cancer-stricken Jade blasted: “How am I meant to react to stuff like that? It really upsets me.

“They don’t know anything about us. Jack loves me and I love him. Yeah, he’s been a bit stupid in the past but he is young.

“The boys adore him - he was still playing with them at 1am at our wedding away from all his mates. That’s how good he is with them.”

The besotted couple married in a lavish ceremony last month attended by Jade's sons Bobby, five, and Freddie, four.

The 27-year-old added: “He’s been a brilliant dad and I’m just sorry I could never give him his own child.”

Jade, who was christened in a hospital chapel alongside the boys last weekend, has told OK! magazine that everything she has is going to her sons.

The reality star hopes to leave the Royal Marsden Hospital in London, where she has been staying, by the end of the week to spend more time with them – if her agony can be controlled.

Earlier this month, Jack was convicted of assaulting a taxi driver, an offence he denied.

Magistrates warned him he could be jailed when he is sentenced on March 26.

It is the second time in six months that Tweed has been convicted of assault.

Speaking about death, brave Jade added: “I might fall asleep one day and not wake up and that is a scary thing to think about.

“No one should worry about me, though. I’m in terrible pain, but I am determined to make sure that the time I have left is fun with my mates and family.”

Jade said she wanted to be remembered for being a “mouthy bird... The one who irritated and entertained people in equal measure.

“But I also want to be remembered as the girl who put up a fight and would never let herself get beaten down.

Proud

“I was given a death sentence, but I didn’t let it kill me. I fought it, got married, got christened. I’m happy.

“I’ve achieved more in 27 years than some achieve in their lifetime.

“I could bitch about dying young, but at the end of the day, I can look back on my life and be proud of what I have done.”

Jade has spoken of her desire for a public funeral.

She said: “I have had so many kind messages from people over the past few weeks and if people feel like they want to say their goodbyes to me, then I would be happy for them to pay their respects...

“Some people have said nasty things, but I don’t pay any attention to that.”

Jade said she could not understand why God has been so tough on her.

She told the magazine: “I think he wanted to make me a strong person.

“He gave me all these challenges, and I think because I have coped with them, he has chucked more and more at me.

“Why he has chucked this one at me, I just don’t know.”

Speaking about reincarnation, she said: “My mum swears that her granddad came back as a bee that used to sit at her window.

“She was convinced that it was her gramps watching over her.

“I like to think I can be like that!

“But I wouldn’t want to come back as a bee, I’d probably get swatted!”

She said she would rather come back as an elderly woman “because I have a thing for old biddies - except if I did, I suppose I wouldn’t be around for long, would I?”

Jade said she was “devastated” that she would never see her sons grow up, adding: “I don’t care what they do as long as they have a roof over their heads and keep out of trouble and, most of all, be happy.”

The star was diagnosed with cervical cancer in August and has been told by doctors that she has just weeks to live.

Her PR spokesman Max Clifford said: “She wants to go home by the end of the week but doesn’t want to leave hospital unless her pain can be eased. Last time she was in so much pain that she wanted to go to hospital.

“If they can’t control it, then obviously the best place to be is the hospital.”

Despite her terminal condition, Mr Clifford said Jade was “aware” and had been chatting to her various visitors.

But she wanted to be able to spend more time with her sons at her family home in Upshire, Essex, he said.